Chinese New Year felt different this year. Just strangely... empty. Perhaps everyone of my family felt the same bitterness deep inside but just didn't felt that it was right to voice out how much they miss...
Been trying to sort out my feelings this past few days. Thanks to CNY, I've found opportunities to talk to my family.
So here, after all the thinking, I conclude - I will no longer strive for success, instead, I'll learn to be happy even with the slightest things around me.
Because it feels like I've wasted half of my life feeling upset and worried. Because, "I just want you to be happy, dear". Because I'm living for myself, and not for the people around me.
With each smile, Linjing will grow. :D
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